Running Away

banyak perkara yang dah kau canangkan, banggakan. sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga kan? sehebat monyet mengaruk sampah di blok srikandi, akhirnya jadi bahan experiment di medical lab. bodoh.

terlalu bangga dengan apa yang kau jadi, apa yang kau ada, masih ada. nah, sekarang rasakan apakan yang pernah kau lontarkan terhadap spesis-spesis seperti yang kau telah kau jadi sekarang.

you used to have branded belongings, and now all you can have is just the second hands of the poor. take it, or you have none.

kelas LKU

maybe i should tell you
maybe i should just keep this

i lie a little, and i lie a little bit more
so i put no trust
because i lie

i fall in a second, and then i fall a little longer
in the end, here i am, lying in your trust, i believe.

take me away, take me to the heaven you promised me
i trusted those words when i know i shouldn't be
i fell, yeah, i fell for you
i know this word, i've said that word
only the truth i might not get


LOVE.

Yesterday

I wish you knew, I wish you knew
I wish you knew, I wish you knew

My broken wings, my broken heart
I ponder around, I wander around I try to find you all around
The love you had, the love I waste no longer looking at yesterday
I wish you knew how I'm holding on to yesterday
How I'm looking out to reach you out
To know if you are really gone, I wish you knew
My teary eyes, my torn heart
I lose my call, I lose my all in this dreams of yesterday
I lose myself, its something clear, just look at me how I am today

I wish you knew how my dreams were made of you
I wish you knew how my future's not over you
I wish you knew, I wish you knew.

Dedicated to hanan: now you see why the "I wish you knew" tweet? :p

IF I WAS A LOVE POET by Rudy Francisco

I want you to bite my lips until I can no longer speak,
and then suck my ex-girlfriend's name out of my mouth just to make sure that she never comes up in our conversations.
I'm gonna be honest;
I'm not really a love poet.
In fact every time I try to write about love,
my hands cramp,
just to show me how painful love can be.
Sometimes my pencils break,
just to prove to me that every now and then love-
takes a little bit more work than you planned.
See, I heard that love is blind,
so I write all my poems in Braille.
And my poems are never actually finished because true love is endless.
See, I always believe that real love is kind of like a supermodel before she's airbrushed.
It's pure,
and imperfect,
just the way that God intended.
I'm gonna be honest;
I'm not a love poet.
But if I was to wake up tomorrow morning and decide that I really wanted to write about love… I swear that my first poem-
it would be about you.
About how I love you the same way that I learned how to ride a bike:
Scared.
But reckless.
With no training wheels, or elbow pads, so my scars can tell the story of how I fell for you.
You see, I'm not really a love poet.
But if I was,
I'd write about how I see your face in every cloud and your reflection in every window.
You see, I've written like a million poems hoping that somehow,
maybe some way you'll jump out of the page and be closer to me because if you were here,
right now,
I would massage your back until your skin sings songs that your lips don't even know the words.
Until your heartbeat sounds like my last name,
and you smile like the Pacific Ocean-
I want to drink the sunlight in your skin.
If I was a love poet,
I'd write about how you have the audacity to be beautiful,
even on days when everything around you is ugly.
You see, I'd write about your eyelashes and how they're like violin strings that play symphonies every time you blink.
If I was a love poet,
I'd write about how I melt in front of you like an ice sculpture every time I hear the vibration in your voice.
And whenever I see your name on the caller ID, my heart-
it plays hopscotch inside of my chest.
It climbs on to my ribs like monkey bars and I feel like a child all over again.
I know this sounds strange but every now and then,
I pray that God somehow turns you back into one of my ribs just so I would never have to spend an entire day without you.
But I swear,
I'm not a love poet.
But if I was to wake up tomorrow morning,
and decide that I really wanted to write about love,
you're my first poem; it would be about you.
Now, after all of that, she was like,
"So how do you feel about me?"
And I said,
"Let's put it like this:
I want to be your ex-boyfriend's stuntman.
I want to do everything that he never had the courage to do, like-
trust you.
I swear that when our lips touch,
I can taste the next sixty years of my life.
And some days I want to swallow stacks of your pictures just (so) you can be part of me a bit longer.
If I could,
I would sample your smile,
and then I would let my heartbeat do the bass line.
We would create the greatest love song of all time.
Whenever we stand next to each other-
love, I was the only one made for you,
and you-
can be at last, my Etta James.
I'll be all child when you're in pain.
Or you can be candy-coated drops of rain even though it never rains in Southern California.
And together,
we could be music.
And when my friends ask if you're my girlfriend,
I'll say, NO.
She is my musician.
And me…
I'm her favorite song.

Credit to Wani Ardy's weblog.

Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Don't Go

the smile i see
has never gone out of my head
the eyes you blink
is the story i never want to end

i know
that this time it's real
that this little feet i'm walking
passing through the rain
i stopped, and cry

it's the sweetest smile you gave
the warmth you put me in
that shadows me all the way

it's the words you speak
and my hands you hold
confides me to the safest place
don't go

i should've waited
till i see that charming smile again
i should've stay connected
till i know that your heart was opened

i know
now that you're the best of you
the colors that ignored me
the memory and laughter
i stopped, and cry

it's the sweetest smile you gave
the warmth you put me in
that shadows me all the way

it's the words you speak
and my hands you hold
confides me to the safest place

don't go

Don't Give Up, Love

cinta tak pandang
tak kira siapa
ia kan mencoba

selagi mana
pencinta terdaya menahannya
dia kan dicoba

sebelum gugur tercalar jiwa parah
jangan kau gugurkan air mata
sebelum putus tali Tuhan Yang Esa
jangan kau berputus asa

- SPIDER, Jangan Kau Berputus Asa

*credit to fahizah for introducing me to the song

stay the same

You were right in front of my eyes
We talked we laughed we shared we smiled
Still we never thought to decide
Of who we be

When you cross me along the hallway
We meet the eyes and i can't stop to pray
That we'll never be far away
I'll be by your side

Seal our lips, seal our heart
Together we'll never fall apart
Say my love, say my name
Make me smile until the end of the day
Take my breath away
Stay with me and stay the same

:)

Ashanti - Foolish

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad
You said you love me, no one above me
And I was all you had
And though my heart is eating for ya
I can't stop crying
I don't know how
I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong
See when I'm home, I'm all alone
And you are always gone
And boy, you kno I really love you
I can't deny
I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears
after all these years

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Oohhhhh
I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad
what love will make you do
all the things that we accept
be the things that we regret
too all of my ladies (ladies) feel me
c'mon sing wit me
See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change
(never gonna change, never gonna change)

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
Butm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby why you hurt me leave me and desert me
Boy I gave you all my heart
And all you do is tear it up
Looking out my window
Knowing that I should go
Even when I pack my bags
This something always hold me back

if i am to stumble, hope it's upon you :)

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don’t see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
courtesy OriginaLyric.Info
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she’d let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She’s so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you’re searching for
Then just stay the same

So don’t even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Selindungya

kerasnya hati
kalau dilembut semua tak begini
kerasnya jiwa
kalau dipentas semua terluka

zahirnya keras, kental.... egois
lembutnya tak terlihatkan
lembutnya tak tertayangkan
fikirlah lembutnya, halusnya

jangan hanya ditatap senyum manisnya
tapi diselamlah perit jerihnya
redup mata penuh agoni
selindungnya terlalu sempurna

indahnya memori
teruslah disimpan jangan dicuri
indahnya berlari
di taman tanpa mawar berduri

zahirnya gelak, tawa.. sempurna
sakitnya tak dipeduli
kesalnya hanya monolog sendiri
bacalah di antara garisnya

****

jiwa ini butuh sahabat
dan terima kasih, aku bersyukur
Kau kurniakan mereka di sampingku

30 hari mencari ilham =.='

lukiskan aku
dunia indah berseri
cacian maksud memuji
ku menanti
aku di sini

terangkan aku
dunia warna pelangi
takutnya maksud berani
ku menanti
aku di sini

tercapai minda
kau memahami aku
dan kadangkala
ku fikirkanmu
jangan pergi, jangan pergi

teruskanlah
cerita indah dunia
peringatkanlah
ini semua sementara
terima kasih
terima kasih kau selalu di sampingku

breakeven

we are not deaf nor blind
yet we're still not talking
and not listening
I wonder what we are to be defined

we are not close
yet we have never been apart
but sometimes i question
have i ever been in your heart?

answer my question
because i have a definite one for you
tell me your emotions
because i have a definite one for you
answer my question
so in the end we can both smile with ease


*hapa benda tah ne.*

You

You have the sweetest smile that could make me smile with no reasons at all.

You have the most flawless idea when it comes to unique being

You have the mind of a man can never see through

You have the heart of seriousness, but insanely lovely

You have the most of me when i was down and cheer me up

I would love to see that smile everyday in my life

So I can smile just the way you do, sweet sugar pie, flawless.

*blush*

ni bodoh-bodoh saja oke. hehe

DAN LAGI

Am Em
detik bunyi indah itu
F
bersama kamu
Am Em
keindahan rasa
F Dm
bersama kamu

G
aku terjatuh, sakit lemah jiwa
Dm G
tak terbangun lagi

Dm
tak di sini lagi
G
tak di sisi lagi
Dm
senyumnya berpudar
C#
tangisnya kembali

Am
cubaan berdiri
Em G
masih menangis sepi
Am
indah purnama
Em F
tidak bermakna lagi

Dm G
aku terhina, tidak pantas ketawa
Dm G
tak tertanggung lagi

Am Em
hentikan detik indah bersama
Am Em
hentikan senyum indah ketawa
F G
berikan ku hati, mati

Dm G
aku terjatuh, sakit lemah jiwa
Dm G
tak terbangun lagi



*cough* and then *wide smile*

change

yes, numerous times i have fought the feeling
to not drown in the world you promised
to not believe in the miracles you have made
to not walk in the path you're taking me

only because i have never said i love you

but,
no, never a single time that i won
those fights between the walls of love
mashing me form side to side
drowning me inside your love

and now i realized,
it is not that i want to win
but i am glad that i've lost in you

*gosh, love mangas. i should stop reading 'em. ;)

façade

my mind is full of emptiness.
beautifully said it had merge
with the sounds of silence
and fellow mates of darkness.
minding my steps where i am going
so the unforgettable mistakes
on trustworthy
is blinked open and realized
that the world is so much more than this


awareness of heartache and discourage
is not supposed to be seen
look up, listen up, and speak up
LIVE up
life had so much more to offer than façades
it offers the laughter
of beautifully happy children; homeless

and that is all we need
to realize how far we had been
from the truth of life


*MJ, you're one of  the best dead guy i ever remembered. cool.

awwhhh *pfft!

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love is suicide

You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning for my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll
Give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to
Be the air for you
I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

Ashton Kutcher - A Lot Like Love (2005)

originally sang by Bon Jovi - I'll Be There For You

i'm hungry :(

i see you
the good and the bad
you are perfect with your flaws

i see you
those bright blue eyes
and your sudden smile draws

i see you
i can see you
take a look at me

i want you to see
my darkest dark
my brightest bright

i want you to see
my ticking clock
my whole frank smile

because i can see you
so please
take a look at me

mood :: hunggarrraaayyhh!!

kenape ko pendek? :p

soalan kau xboleh nak general lagi ke?

i don't promise any good answers :D

ko tulis2 puisi, tp apsal aku xpnah dngar pun ko bace kat sape2?

aku baca kat orang2 yang di-dedicated-kan tu jelah. aku segan kat yang lain. plus, aku kan pemalu =.='

i don't promise any good answers :D