Rose

You never got me fresh flowers. Not once, not ever. I never mind about that because you always remind me about how girls always wanted to be given the flowers while i get to be the most perfect scented rose for you.

The Moment

Now in this wreck, i can only think of you

To wrap my arms around your neck

And kiss you till i get the taste if your brilliance

We would dance around the room to the remarkably stupid pop songs and have fun

Until our favorite song comes out

And then we would slow dance to it

And start reminiscing all the good things that we have 

And how much its worth it

To have the moment

Just me and you

Forever

 

Un...kiss me

Tears falling

Rain pouring

Im sweating inside the blanket

Oh is it my thought?

Warm outside

But its so cold inside

Oh its only my body

Need to be touch

By other skins

Not my little heart nor

My soul

They've been frozen

Afraid of knowing other dimension

The world full of empty hope

They're already died

Fell with those petals from ur words

Sweetness that kills

The poisonous cure

Please go

Unkiss me

Thru my memories.....

- A.

Juggernaut

I wrote about you. To feel like you're closer. To imagine your fingers trailing on my neck through my shoulder. To recall your soft hands wrapped around my hips. And the way our bodies collapsed into each other like a crossword puzzle. I write for the raw of emptiness and ache in my bones when the ink is starting to dry into the old trashed paper. For some sorrow yet sweet dreams that pushed me to bring you back.

- A.

Decorate

I redecorated my room so the feel of you won't disappear. See, if i could, i would change the whole damn thing into the same way it would be with you so it would feel the same even without you. Your presence, your smell. Your touch. It lingers all across the room. And now I'm listening to your favorite tracks to sleep into. I have tried everything. But it's never gonna be the same anymore.

2NE1-Missing You

Stop acting like you’re
so comfortable Because you
and I, we’re still strangers

Stop whining like
you’re a child Because I
haven’t even started yet

I don’t like love that’s
like a child playing with fire

I’m just a little famished,
I’m alright
Actually no, I’m…

Still hating you,
who has let me go
My frigidly cooled
heart is still

Missing you,
missing you,
missing you

Missing you,
missing you

Stop being so obvious
Because the world was
always dark (you heard what I said)

How can you smile so brightly?
(what) But looking closely,
I see your face is sad
(I know I’ve been there before)

I don’t like the
calculative love of adults

I’m just a little tired,
I’m alright
Actually no, I’m…

Still hating you,
who has let me go
My frigidly cooled
heart is still

Missing you,
missing you,
missing you

Missing you,
missing you

The love of my youth
is ending like this
Please be happy Even after a
long time passes, let’s both
remember That we both had
each other back then

We both had each other then

Kalau hidup tak seindah mimpi, jadi kenapa bermimpi?

You are that memory
You are that hope
You are that happiness

Now, if I ask you to look back to what we were
Will you turn to see us again?
If I ask you to live the way we used to
Will you go back to that again?

I am obviously not over you.

Aku - Chairil Anwar

Kalau sampai waktuku‘
Ku mau tak seorang kan merayu
Tidak juga kau
Tak perlu sedu sedan itu
Aku ini binatang jalang
Dari kumpulannya terbuang
Biar peluru menembus kulitku
Aku tetap meradang menerjang
Luka dan bisa kubawa berlari
Berlari
Hingga hilang pedih peri
Dan aku akan lebih tidak perduli
Aku mau hidup seribu tahun lagi

Anchor

it feels like we complete each other
we're balanced
you night your love on me every minutes, every second

as cheesy it might sound
you are no longer the love i thought
i could afford to lose

you are my ocean
so to drown in you is my passion
but you never let me drown

you've been my anchor instead
you let me stay afloat
but never to leave the ground

you are the best of you
and i am the best with you

Love but you

when the situation's gone rock hard
when we're both too high on our pride
then comes the time to leave
will you remember me?

moving on you find new love
be happy feel complete
and we're just history
will you remember me?

haven't you heard that this girl
is hanging on the world
you gave before and clung too hard
oh she just lost the way
getting back to reality
where she finds nothing but misery
never again she will find
love but you

the times we spent together
memories, i wish its forever
now you and I its gone
do you remember me?

sitting there alone by the window
reminiscing all the love we shared
things that happened long ago
its funny how i dare to throw what we had

Running Away

banyak perkara yang dah kau canangkan, banggakan. sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga kan? sehebat monyet mengaruk sampah di blok srikandi, akhirnya jadi bahan experiment di medical lab. bodoh.

terlalu bangga dengan apa yang kau jadi, apa yang kau ada, masih ada. nah, sekarang rasakan apakan yang pernah kau lontarkan terhadap spesis-spesis seperti yang kau telah kau jadi sekarang.

you used to have branded belongings, and now all you can have is just the second hands of the poor. take it, or you have none.

kelas LKU

maybe i should tell you
maybe i should just keep this

i lie a little, and i lie a little bit more
so i put no trust
because i lie

i fall in a second, and then i fall a little longer
in the end, here i am, lying in your trust, i believe.

take me away, take me to the heaven you promised me
i trusted those words when i know i shouldn't be
i fell, yeah, i fell for you
i know this word, i've said that word
only the truth i might not get


LOVE.

Yesterday

I wish you knew, I wish you knew
I wish you knew, I wish you knew

My broken wings, my broken heart
I ponder around, I wander around I try to find you all around
The love you had, the love I waste no longer looking at yesterday
I wish you knew how I'm holding on to yesterday
How I'm looking out to reach you out
To know if you are really gone, I wish you knew
My teary eyes, my torn heart
I lose my call, I lose my all in this dreams of yesterday
I lose myself, its something clear, just look at me how I am today

I wish you knew how my dreams were made of you
I wish you knew how my future's not over you
I wish you knew, I wish you knew.

Dedicated to hanan: now you see why the "I wish you knew" tweet? :p

IF I WAS A LOVE POET by Rudy Francisco

I want you to bite my lips until I can no longer speak,
and then suck my ex-girlfriend's name out of my mouth just to make sure that she never comes up in our conversations.
I'm gonna be honest;
I'm not really a love poet.
In fact every time I try to write about love,
my hands cramp,
just to show me how painful love can be.
Sometimes my pencils break,
just to prove to me that every now and then love-
takes a little bit more work than you planned.
See, I heard that love is blind,
so I write all my poems in Braille.
And my poems are never actually finished because true love is endless.
See, I always believe that real love is kind of like a supermodel before she's airbrushed.
It's pure,
and imperfect,
just the way that God intended.
I'm gonna be honest;
I'm not a love poet.
But if I was to wake up tomorrow morning and decide that I really wanted to write about love… I swear that my first poem-
it would be about you.
About how I love you the same way that I learned how to ride a bike:
Scared.
But reckless.
With no training wheels, or elbow pads, so my scars can tell the story of how I fell for you.
You see, I'm not really a love poet.
But if I was,
I'd write about how I see your face in every cloud and your reflection in every window.
You see, I've written like a million poems hoping that somehow,
maybe some way you'll jump out of the page and be closer to me because if you were here,
right now,
I would massage your back until your skin sings songs that your lips don't even know the words.
Until your heartbeat sounds like my last name,
and you smile like the Pacific Ocean-
I want to drink the sunlight in your skin.
If I was a love poet,
I'd write about how you have the audacity to be beautiful,
even on days when everything around you is ugly.
You see, I'd write about your eyelashes and how they're like violin strings that play symphonies every time you blink.
If I was a love poet,
I'd write about how I melt in front of you like an ice sculpture every time I hear the vibration in your voice.
And whenever I see your name on the caller ID, my heart-
it plays hopscotch inside of my chest.
It climbs on to my ribs like monkey bars and I feel like a child all over again.
I know this sounds strange but every now and then,
I pray that God somehow turns you back into one of my ribs just so I would never have to spend an entire day without you.
But I swear,
I'm not a love poet.
But if I was to wake up tomorrow morning,
and decide that I really wanted to write about love,
you're my first poem; it would be about you.
Now, after all of that, she was like,
"So how do you feel about me?"
And I said,
"Let's put it like this:
I want to be your ex-boyfriend's stuntman.
I want to do everything that he never had the courage to do, like-
trust you.
I swear that when our lips touch,
I can taste the next sixty years of my life.
And some days I want to swallow stacks of your pictures just (so) you can be part of me a bit longer.
If I could,
I would sample your smile,
and then I would let my heartbeat do the bass line.
We would create the greatest love song of all time.
Whenever we stand next to each other-
love, I was the only one made for you,
and you-
can be at last, my Etta James.
I'll be all child when you're in pain.
Or you can be candy-coated drops of rain even though it never rains in Southern California.
And together,
we could be music.
And when my friends ask if you're my girlfriend,
I'll say, NO.
She is my musician.
And me…
I'm her favorite song.

Credit to Wani Ardy's weblog.

Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Don't Go

the smile i see
has never gone out of my head
the eyes you blink
is the story i never want to end

i know
that this time it's real
that this little feet i'm walking
passing through the rain
i stopped, and cry

it's the sweetest smile you gave
the warmth you put me in
that shadows me all the way

it's the words you speak
and my hands you hold
confides me to the safest place
don't go

i should've waited
till i see that charming smile again
i should've stay connected
till i know that your heart was opened

i know
now that you're the best of you
the colors that ignored me
the memory and laughter
i stopped, and cry

it's the sweetest smile you gave
the warmth you put me in
that shadows me all the way

it's the words you speak
and my hands you hold
confides me to the safest place

don't go

Don't Give Up, Love

cinta tak pandang
tak kira siapa
ia kan mencoba

selagi mana
pencinta terdaya menahannya
dia kan dicoba

sebelum gugur tercalar jiwa parah
jangan kau gugurkan air mata
sebelum putus tali Tuhan Yang Esa
jangan kau berputus asa

- SPIDER, Jangan Kau Berputus Asa

*credit to fahizah for introducing me to the song

stay the same

You were right in front of my eyes
We talked we laughed we shared we smiled
Still we never thought to decide
Of who we be

When you cross me along the hallway
We meet the eyes and i can't stop to pray
That we'll never be far away
I'll be by your side

Seal our lips, seal our heart
Together we'll never fall apart
Say my love, say my name
Make me smile until the end of the day
Take my breath away
Stay with me and stay the same

:)

Ashanti - Foolish

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad
You said you love me, no one above me
And I was all you had
And though my heart is eating for ya
I can't stop crying
I don't know how
I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong
See when I'm home, I'm all alone
And you are always gone
And boy, you kno I really love you
I can't deny
I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears
after all these years

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Oohhhhh
I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad
what love will make you do
all the things that we accept
be the things that we regret
too all of my ladies (ladies) feel me
c'mon sing wit me
See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change
(never gonna change, never gonna change)

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
Butm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby why you hurt me leave me and desert me
Boy I gave you all my heart
And all you do is tear it up
Looking out my window
Knowing that I should go
Even when I pack my bags
This something always hold me back

if i am to stumble, hope it's upon you :)

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don’t see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
courtesy OriginaLyric.Info
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she’d let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She’s so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you’re searching for
Then just stay the same

So don’t even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Selindungya

kerasnya hati
kalau dilembut semua tak begini
kerasnya jiwa
kalau dipentas semua terluka

zahirnya keras, kental.... egois
lembutnya tak terlihatkan
lembutnya tak tertayangkan
fikirlah lembutnya, halusnya

jangan hanya ditatap senyum manisnya
tapi diselamlah perit jerihnya
redup mata penuh agoni
selindungnya terlalu sempurna

indahnya memori
teruslah disimpan jangan dicuri
indahnya berlari
di taman tanpa mawar berduri

zahirnya gelak, tawa.. sempurna
sakitnya tak dipeduli
kesalnya hanya monolog sendiri
bacalah di antara garisnya

****

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