Thursday, January 29, 2009

you are the most beautiful poetry

i wanted to make you understand how i feel. but no matter how hard i tried, i couldn't. i tried for days. the more i write, the more empty my words sounded. et first, i felt panic. i couldn't sleep for many days. but then, the panic goes away everytime i see yor face, or just heard your voice. i used to write poetry becauese to me, it was likw riting letters to GOD; to tell someone i couldn't see how i felt inside. then finally GOD replied. with a poem more beautiful than anything i had ever written. He gave me you.

you are my poetry from GOD. let hear your voice. please call me. i will be waiting. just call me. so ican sleep peacefully again.

:: a script taken from SEPET. Jason's lines.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

fix you

and i think i said what i wasn't
things turned out hard
when i'm about to reached the sky
i lose my strength
i fall to pieces
everytime i saw your face
i found my life
retoricly undeniable to sickness
i walked away of life
as you went away and scared me to death
i nearly gave up
to see the world spinning
to see people changing
to see kids grow up
to see the laughs and cry
to feel the ending of a love story
so it ends without hurting
so it hurts without feeling
so i felt without crying
so i cry without tears

then i fall back into the reality
i was given a chance to feel again

inspiration :: now

Tuesday, January 27, 2009


your lips are sealed with broken glasses
makes me bleed each time we kissed
your heart is coated with thorns
hurting me all along i'm loving you
your sweet words are dipped into poisons
killling me each time i heard you say that you love me

i walked slowly into the dreamworld you promised me
then i saw you there smiling to me
i tried to run and catch you
but you seem to be closer but further
further away it became dramatic
things go wild and changes have tied
you waved your hands put your hands out
i tried to reach but suddenly
i found you another angel standing behind you
made me want to stop catching you
but i really can't stop
my heart is pounding faster but slower at the same time
a glimpse of our memory counts in my head
my eyes blinked with teardrops dropping
i kept on running in blur
then i realized
that i have disappeared in the world we created

inspiration :: the "last" one


take your places everybody
it's seven seconds away to heaven
i kissed an angel
to leave the agony
as the price gets sky high
it turns out a mess
my hands in yours
so the pain is less
why would i cry?
its only a matter of fate
i got carried away of the grey clouds
that i forgot
there's always rainbow after the rain
it ends perfectly well
bcz i met you

inspiration :: lovers in myspace


Sunday, January 25, 2009