Tuesday, February 24, 2009

tunjukkan aku - boneca

Musik dari jiwa
Lagu dari hati
Cerita sepurnama
Canda dan menangis

Belum ku selami
Caturan terjadi
Lelah dipukul badai
Apa mungkin terlerai?


Soalan tersendu
Balas hampa bisu
Tuhan, tunjuk sesuatu
Apa dia yang satu itu?

Tunjukkan aku
Tunjukkan aku

Apa bisa ku cinta
Kamu seperti mana
Aku dicinta kamu?
Aku dijaga kamu?
Atau kamu terlalu
Indah buat diriku?
Beda dari diriku?
Aku pun tak menahu

Aku pun tak menahu
Aku pun tak menahu

Apa bisa ku cinta?
Apa bisa ku cinta?
Apa bisa ku cinta?

Tuhan, tunjukkan aku


Monday, February 23, 2009

whispering names
thriving help
i'm sitting...just right at the corner
wondering if people could see me through
i lay low, thinking
will they notice if i live
will they just notice if i die
if i summon happiness to survive
will they even hear my cry?
endless pain resorts to live
silently condemning the blissful laugh
give me the strength to be deaf
give me the strength to be blinded
so i can see nor listen to nobody
i let the scent of roses on the air for them to enjoy
but it doesn't seem to make better lives worth living
maybe i should just fade it away
at least it'll change nothing..

situation :: dun ask

Thursday, February 19, 2009


eyt, it's been so long that i've updated this thing. sorry meyh...but ever since i didn't have any ideas left. those that i've wrote was all my sorrows from my former breakup scene. ha-ha. but i'll try my best tp find some new materials. even now i had this scar pain from my last appendix operation. it was bloody hurtful that i cried for the pain. i'll try to find some of ideas from it. lol! till then, tata~


Friday, February 13, 2009

1645H - katel - dorm - game parade

imma pass out the crown
to the new princess
but i need to first warn
cinderella's don't always have a happy ending
well, sometimes,
they're just meant to be at the chimney
living their lives; their destiny
now that i could fall back to reality
let me rest from the seconds i wasted
let me breath for the wounds wanna heal
let me open up my eyes for the sake of reality
let it speak thruogh the pain
let it heal the pain i've gained
so it would all go away
away with the wind it would go by
so i could just stay

inspiration :: the last poetry

Thursday, February 12, 2009


it reckons to know that i lived for love
but yet you turned the blue sky grey
mists from heaven must've mistaken
this sky shouldn't be mine

you said you loved me
more than i did
you said you wanna be with me
more than i wanted
but the grey sky told me different
you turned me down with the gloomy scent

i smelt the darkness
the view of agony
i reached the hell of happiness
watching you smile; with no pretend
while i'm here faking smiles to get over the past
of things i hoped; for it didn't last

the shoes

these shoes i'm wearing

it suddenly doesn't fit any longer

so i stepped out of the shoes

as i'm not the cinderella anymore

please... take care of the prince, new cinderella

he might slipped off but never let him go

waste him not for the sake of love

inspiration :: teardrops on my guitar + love story

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

somebody save me

i don't cry for undenials
i don't laugh of insults
i don't think for regrets
i don't make fool of the whole set
i don't walk away from my life
i don't give up for the one i love
i don't catch drama's in the middle of a war
i don't fool myself to catch up laughters
i don't waste time on losers
i don't do judgementals
i don't take notice of the big issues
i don't keep the hurtful memories
cz i don't clean them when times go wrong

memories are just meant to be remembered
it was blissful yet undeniably hurtful
never to realize it controls your posession and position
i turn to YOU when there's no where to turn to
i pray for YOU to come and save me
save me from myself...

Friday, February 6, 2009


takkan lagi aku menunggumu
kau hadir dalam mimpi-mimpiku
puasku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti mereka yang punya cinta
diriku... tanpa dirimu
kau tempuhi dengan bahagia
diriku mahu kau tahu
pedih ini kau tak terasa
warkahku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti setianya kepada dirimu
tapiku melepaskanmu
malangkah namun tak berdaya
terus ku terus menunggu
cinta yang takkan pernah ada
tapiku melepaskanmu
melangkah namun tak berdaya
terus ku terus menunggu
cinta yang takkan pernah ada

Thursday, February 5, 2009

04 0930H FEBRUARY 2009 - let's play pretend

i don't want to forget our memories
i want it to be erased

so make an end properly
or we could just start again
a simple hello would've make me stay
but the goodbye you gave me that hurts the most
overlapthe dream we just had
so no one gets confused
as we has so many stories
let's choose one and show it to them
let them wander around the greatest things
let them see the blissful world around them

because i don't want to forget our memories
i want it to be erased

situation :: now

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

0815H klas 2-5 (malaysian nationhood)

i kept my words
as footsteps grinding away
with the bell ringing
i kept quite
calm... steady
the metaphor's getting lunatic
it's weighty and exquisite
yet i stayed; defined

i was left undone
that it took a bed of roses
to calm me down
it took thousands of thorns
to hurt me at all
but a single word from you
to let me die

*because i was left undone
and yet i stayed; defined

situation :: to be hurt with emptiness