Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Don't Give Up, Love

cinta tak pandang
tak kira siapa
ia kan mencoba

selagi mana
pencinta terdaya menahannya
dia kan dicoba

sebelum gugur tercalar jiwa parah
jangan kau gugurkan air mata
sebelum putus tali Tuhan Yang Esa
jangan kau berputus asa

- SPIDER, Jangan Kau Berputus Asa

*credit to fahizah for introducing me to the song

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

stay the same

You were right in front of my eyes
We talked we laughed we shared we smiled
Still we never thought to decide
Of who we be

When you cross me along the hallway
We meet the eyes and i can't stop to pray
That we'll never be far away
I'll be by your side

Seal our lips, seal our heart
Together we'll never fall apart
Say my love, say my name
Make me smile until the end of the day
Take my breath away
Stay with me and stay the same

:)

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Ashanti - Foolish

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad
You said you love me, no one above me
And I was all you had
And though my heart is eating for ya
I can't stop crying
I don't know how
I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong
See when I'm home, I'm all alone
And you are always gone
And boy, you kno I really love you
I can't deny
I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears
after all these years

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Oohhhhh
I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad
what love will make you do
all the things that we accept
be the things that we regret
too all of my ladies (ladies) feel me
c'mon sing wit me
See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change
(never gonna change, never gonna change)

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
Butm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby why you hurt me leave me and desert me
Boy I gave you all my heart
And all you do is tear it up
Looking out my window
Knowing that I should go
Even when I pack my bags
This something always hold me back

Thursday, September 16, 2010

if i am to stumble, hope it's upon you :)



Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don’t see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
courtesy OriginaLyric.Info
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she’d let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She’s so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you’re searching for
Then just stay the same

So don’t even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Friday, August 27, 2010

Selindungya

kerasnya hati
kalau dilembut semua tak begini
kerasnya jiwa
kalau dipentas semua terluka

zahirnya keras, kental.... egois
lembutnya tak terlihatkan
lembutnya tak tertayangkan
fikirlah lembutnya, halusnya

jangan hanya ditatap senyum manisnya
tapi diselamlah perit jerihnya
redup mata penuh agoni
selindungnya terlalu sempurna

indahnya memori
teruslah disimpan jangan dicuri
indahnya berlari
di taman tanpa mawar berduri

zahirnya gelak, tawa.. sempurna
sakitnya tak dipeduli
kesalnya hanya monolog sendiri
bacalah di antara garisnya

****

jiwa ini butuh sahabat
dan terima kasih, aku bersyukur
Kau kurniakan mereka di sampingku

Saturday, July 31, 2010

30 hari mencari ilham =.='

lukiskan aku
dunia indah berseri
cacian maksud memuji
ku menanti
aku di sini

terangkan aku
dunia warna pelangi
takutnya maksud berani
ku menanti
aku di sini

tercapai minda
kau memahami aku
dan kadangkala
ku fikirkanmu
jangan pergi, jangan pergi

teruskanlah
cerita indah dunia
peringatkanlah
ini semua sementara
terima kasih
terima kasih kau selalu di sampingku

Friday, July 2, 2010

breakeven

we are not deaf nor blind
yet we're still not talking
and not listening
I wonder what we are to be defined

we are not close
yet we have never been apart
but sometimes i question
have i ever been in your heart?

answer my question
because i have a definite one for you
tell me your emotions
because i have a definite one for you
answer my question
so in the end we can both smile with ease


*hapa benda tah ne.*

Thursday, June 17, 2010

You

You have the sweetest smile that could make me smile with no reasons at all.

You have the most flawless idea when it comes to unique being

You have the mind of a man can never see through

You have the heart of seriousness, but insanely lovely

You have the most of me when i was down and cheer me up

I would love to see that smile everyday in my life

So I can smile just the way you do, sweet sugar pie, flawless.

*blush*

ni bodoh-bodoh saja oke. hehe

Saturday, June 5, 2010

DAN LAGI

Am Em
detik bunyi indah itu
F
bersama kamu
Am Em
keindahan rasa
F Dm
bersama kamu

G
aku terjatuh, sakit lemah jiwa
Dm G
tak terbangun lagi

Dm
tak di sini lagi
G
tak di sisi lagi
Dm
senyumnya berpudar
C#
tangisnya kembali

Am
cubaan berdiri
Em G
masih menangis sepi
Am
indah purnama
Em F
tidak bermakna lagi

Dm G
aku terhina, tidak pantas ketawa
Dm G
tak tertanggung lagi

Am Em
hentikan detik indah bersama
Am Em
hentikan senyum indah ketawa
F G
berikan ku hati, mati

Dm G
aku terjatuh, sakit lemah jiwa
Dm G
tak terbangun lagi



*cough* and then *wide smile*

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

change

yes, numerous times i have fought the feeling
to not drown in the world you promised
to not believe in the miracles you have made
to not walk in the path you're taking me

only because i have never said i love you

but,
no, never a single time that i won
those fights between the walls of love
mashing me form side to side
drowning me inside your love

and now i realized,
it is not that i want to win
but i am glad that i've lost in you

*gosh, love mangas. i should stop reading 'em. ;)

Monday, May 24, 2010

façade

my mind is full of emptiness.
beautifully said it had merge
with the sounds of silence
and fellow mates of darkness.
minding my steps where i am going
so the unforgettable mistakes
on trustworthy
is blinked open and realized
that the world is so much more than this


awareness of heartache and discourage
is not supposed to be seen
look up, listen up, and speak up
LIVE up
life had so much more to offer than façades
it offers the laughter
of beautifully happy children; homeless

and that is all we need
to realize how far we had been
from the truth of life


*MJ, you're one of  the best dead guy i ever remembered. cool.

Monday, May 17, 2010

awwhhh *pfft!



I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love is suicide

You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning for my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll
Give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to
Be the air for you
I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

Ashton Kutcher - A Lot Like Love (2005)

originally sang by Bon Jovi - I'll Be There For You

Sunday, May 2, 2010

i'm hungry :(

i see you
the good and the bad
you are perfect with your flaws

i see you
those bright blue eyes
and your sudden smile draws

i see you
i can see you
take a look at me

i want you to see
my darkest dark
my brightest bright

i want you to see
my ticking clock
my whole frank smile

because i can see you
so please
take a look at me

mood :: hunggarrraaayyhh!!

Monday, April 26, 2010

kenape ko pendek? :p

soalan kau xboleh nak general lagi ke?

i don't promise any good answers :D

ko tulis2 puisi, tp apsal aku xpnah dngar pun ko bace kat sape2?

aku baca kat orang2 yang di-dedicated-kan tu jelah. aku segan kat yang lain. plus, aku kan pemalu =.='

i don't promise any good answers :D

no idea #2

i'm singing the rhythm of silence
hoping that you won't hear me
i guess my cry has been listened to

i rest my head on your chest
i hear the heartbeat
slowly yet furiously

everywhere i go
everywhere i've been
everything i know
is now i can finally see
that you and me
we're meant to be

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

the most important part




it lingers
it lingers all the way
baby now, be mine
sweety now, we're fine

you can take me all the way to heaven
and fall down hard together back to earth
you can sooth my night with the sweetest melody
and brought me all the way to all that it's worth

i can never get tired of those
calming smiles
cute brown eyes
and i can promise you
that there will be no lies

your smell lingers
it lingers all the way
baby now, no force
sweety now, I'm yours

:)

Friday, March 19, 2010

old man

thank you for teaching me
the goods and the bads
the precious and the worthless
the shines and the glooms
the forever and the substitutes

i would hang around more often and left
if only i knew the teaching impacts earlier
very nice old man
i will hold my thoughts and dreams
i will change the natural behavior

my tears are dried
now i smile wide
though it is faked
not that i faded
anymore

i say, thank you
very nice old man
i shall bury the memories
in a beautiful place
close to a heavenly phase

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

here you are by alyssa bernal



Tonight, I met a boy, and he seemed so quite familiar.
Don't know where he's from, or what he's all about.
But all I know is that I wanna be his friend;
Get to know him a little better, and maybe hold his hand.
And as the night went on, he got a little sweeter.
And after that, he had me wrapped around his finger.


I used to tell myself i wouldn't fall in love,
unless he was the guy of my dreams.


But here you are with my heart right beside me.
Never thought that I'd follow through with my belief.
You took a dream and made it so real.
And I love the way this dream makes me feel;
here you are! Here you are.


The rest is history, we got this down so well.
That boy's my energy when all I wanna do is dwell.
And i love remembering the night that we first met.
That story never gets old, oh how could we forget?

I used to tell myself I wouldn't fall in love,
unless he was the guy of my dreams.

But here you are with my heart right beside me.
Never thought that I'd follow through with my belief.
You took a dream and made it so real.
And I love the way this dream makes me feel;
here you are!

I never thought that I'd ever feel the way I do when you're around.
And on that ordinary night it was love that I found.

Here you are with my heart right beside me.
Never thought that I'd follow through with my belief.
You took a dream and made it so real.
And I love the way this dream makes me feel.
Here you are!

Tonight, I met a boy, and he seemed so familiar..
La da da da da da da da da da

Thursday, January 7, 2010

it's just a myth

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight
-Emotion,Destiny's Child

it's the mythical bliss that made me went that far
so as it stops, i try to go further
my days were empty and still
considering it was already numb and cold
but i was filling it with our memories
i fought with the darkness that kept me in company
i fought with all the truth and lies for you, goodness sake
i tried to win but i was already lost
not in any argument
not in any fight
but to be honest, i've lost in you
keep me dry, dear lord
i don't wanna fall this hard.

and now, it returns
my days are empty and still
considering it is already numb and cold.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

limitations

i might smile and laugh and cry and beg for forgiveness and smile again and laugh again and cry again and beg for forgiveness and go through the whole process over and over again. and as everybody keeps on reminding me, everybody has their own limits for patience. i wonder where did MY LIMIT go that nobody sees it?

Friday, January 1, 2010

senyum

indah, tapi pedih
perit tapi manis
lupakan, tapi teringat-ingat
sedih, tapi masih berjaga

jangan endahkan bisa-bisa yang beracun
habisnya kita tersenyum ketawa
hati pun bersih tanpa luka
dunia jadi seindah purnama

penghabitat rimba konkrit
bermula dengan "have fun" cara mudah
dan pengakhiran bergolek, cara mudah

endahkan kemanisan bersahaja
endahkan kesakitan sementara
tangis bukan untuk merana
tapi untuk menyedar tanpa dusta
dunia bukan hanya untuk kita